i will never need you ever again.

only0nelove @ 2005-11-09T12:36:00

2005-11-09T17:48:38Z

well i decided i should update this since i havent for a long time.
theres quite alotta things goin on in my life..
but im not gonna mention all of them.

i got two new bestfriends, katie and caitlyn.
i met caitlyn in my math and child devolpment class,
and i met katie in my child devolpment class.
we do almost EVERYTHING together. they mean alot to me, and they are always there for me through everything that ive been. i love them alotttt.
along with them came more friends..
derek who means ALOT to me, hes one of my bestfriends too. hes always there for me no matter whats goin on in his life. he cares about everyone but himself. i dont like that but theres really nothing i can do, but i love him lots.
i started hangin out with dan, richie (again), aaannnndddd..
MIKE<3
wow theres too much i can say about him. we started 'going out' on homecoming, it was amazing. that night was the best night for me. ever since then weve kinda been inseperable. god i just love him. i fell in love with him. which wasnt hard, ive known him for almost 4 years. he means so much to me, im so glad we finally got the chance to see the way we are when were goin out. he is an AMAZING boyfriend, im so glad i have him. im lucky.

i miss all my other best friends though. (they mean everything)
JESSICA I STILL LOVE WITH ALL OF MY HEART shes always gonna be my bestestfriend in the world, no one can change that one. DONT YOU FORGET THAT JESS!! and plus, i have 5th hour with her.
ASHLEY means more then she knows to me. i love her, i have 2nd hour with her.
STEPHHHH i just hung out with recently i miss her though, we dont have any classes but we get rides together in the morning. hoepfully we'll start hangin out more. i love herrrrr alot.
SAMJ i love her veryy much. shes been goin threw hard times,but she'll get through it because shes tough. i do miss her alot though.

most of my other friensd i see alot, i just wanted to metion those since they were my constant friends for a long time.

but so everything in my lifei s okay, im sick right now, and im grounded. but idk when the groundings gonna let off =\ haaha, i brought it upon myself. i love all of you. BUT YOU SHOULD MOVE TO MYSPACE?

www.myspace.com/jadexsimone

only0nelove @ 2005-10-15T21:13:00

2005-10-16T01:14:09Z

im the happiest girl in hmm lets see, the usa?

i love my boy<3
hes amazing, and im the happiest ive been in about a year.

i love you mike!

My Summer... ♥ Will forever be missed.

2005-09-07T22:13:48Z

this summers been the best one so far. thank god.
being a sophmore is gonna rock, i think. my classes are sweet.
yup, but im kinda sad summers over.
high school goes by soo fast, but thats okay. =D

ive taken alotta pictures since the beginning of the summer.
i wont share all but ill share some.

i wanna thank my whole summer to my bestfriends.
i love you guys, no matter what ever happens. =]

the best kid, ever. &hearts;

the best morning after stayin up all night =D

after ashley left bad things happened..
her mom made it threw, but still having problems.
thank the lord, idk what we woulda done.

rawr. =D

MY BRUISE ON MY LEG... =[ it was bad.

yeah, thats my sexy ass bestfriend.

funniest pictures ever..

so thats basically my summer.
05' for sure, the best summer EVER.
well, so far, maybe next summer will be better.

hopefully, winter will be awesome-er. =]

& ya'll move to myspace.
please, then add me www.myspace.com/jadexsimone
its just so much more fun then this stupid place. lol

love you guys! &hearts;

wtf

2005-07-08T07:27:35Z

mmk, well. yeah. lol nothing really to say, ive basically just been hangin out. i went to the zoo with my bff jess lol had a fuckin blast. ive not been doin alot though. hangin out with steph samantha dan and broc alot. went to see batman last night with samantha and broc, i loved it. damn that guys HOT. lol, but yeah. ashley came over tonight. we got bored and took a few pictures. so, ill show you them.

scanners are.. fun, lol.

jade kisses her dogs ass. :] joking, but i love my doggy.

it wasnt suppost to be like that but she licked me when ashley took the picture, haha.

hahaha, my doggy is FIERCE!

then sierra got bored.. & so did i..

and ashley was tryin to calm down molly so thats why i was bored lol

i think my dog was getting pissed off and wondering WHY i was kissing her so much. hahahahah

i fucking love you ashley with everything i have.
no matter what happens, you mean the world to me.
you always have me. you ALWAYS will have me.
your my bestfriend, my everything, and i love you.
im serious, i love you with all of my heart. <33

im glad i didnt know the way it all would end, the way it all would go.

2005-06-26T22:59:37Z

man oh man. higgins lake was kick ass. it was me, stephanie, samantha, dan wayne, taylor & john guest. then stephanies awesome friend, sarah, came up too and we met a few people and had a bit of fun with them. :) ha but i wont talk about that. ridin to higgins lake was the best, so much fun blowing bubbles and me accidently spitting mine at samantha haha. everyday we were on the jetskis or tanning. at night, it was all about cleanin and the bon fires baby, only one really counted though. we went out on the pontoon twice and wasnt allowed back on it cause taylors an idiot, skinny dipped off that hahaha much fun, went skinny dipping alot actually.. dancing in the kitchen while cleanin up, tryin to stay up with the boys, but couldnt. haha, john talking in his sleep and scaring me and stephanie, THE PIZZA BOYYYY, sarah "yeah lets meet billy-bob and tim" me "who is tim? if that actually his name?" sarah "i dunno, i made it up" and it actaully was hahaha. meeting scott :) i love ghetto boys.. stayin up all night with him. and the next morning, sand down the pants, him fuckin biting me and leaving a huge bruise on my arm, drinkin on the pontoon, blankets, tim goin pee and sarah pushin him off but he was too drunk to catch himself, the way scott kept telling us to shut the fuck up when we comlimented him *love that tounge piercing*, how we just met him and hes givin us lectures about boys haha and hes only 17, trickin everyone into leaving, laying in his lap cause of the smoke, me doin my cute face to make him stay, HIM STAYIN UNTIL 11 THE NEXT MORNING AFTER NO SLEEP!!, me takin him out on the jet ski's and scaring the shit outta him, doin doughnuts, sprayin eachother, gettin the sand outta my ass and bathing suit haha, watchin the sun rise, eatin breakfast and cleanin at the same time, everyone cept me and steph goin out on the pontoon and us stayin behind and cleaning then takin the jet skis out. BEST TIME, IT WAS SO CHOPPY, jumpin the waves for miles, doin doughnuts showin off lol, chasin the boats for the big waves. ride home, alotta fun, sarah sleepin on my lap then got her home. her brother is hot. her house, huge. and her mom, BEAUTIFUL. not to mention her, shes the prettiest girl ive ever seen. after that, me and stephanie talking the whole 3 hours home about everything we can think of. us both getting car sick lol, me "OMG HOT KIDS" samantha sleeping in the back seat, JUMPS UP and goes "WHERE!?!?!" hahaha so funny. anyways, ill show you pictures now, warming, over 100. lol

RIDE UP-MESAMTAYLOR&DAN

PICKED JOHN UP

AND THEN STEPHY FROM MCDONALDS

aww i love that picture.

hahaha idk when that was taken?

i felt cool with no body, look at john in background!

hahahaahahahahahah suprise picture.

it looks like stephny is tryin to eat her finger lol
but she was just laughin hahaha

thanks dan. lol jk

FINALLY GOT TO THE CABIN, SUNDOWN.
SUPPOST TO LEAVE AT 12 BUT LEFT AT 3.
GOT THERE AT LIKE 8. LOL LONG TIME.

HAHA LOOK AT STEPHNY IN THE BACKGROUND.

playin cards lol, bored.

doesnt she look like stephanie, thats her mama, TAMMYYYY!

we were all really burnt hahaha

me stephanie and her mom. her mom looks like a teenager!
oh yeah &MARGARITA TIME!

thats a burning marshmellow :)

thats chippy!

sarah looks evil hahaha

hahahahahaha (she was sleeping)

hahahahaha

thats scott. he, is hot. look close at his forehead.
sarah dared him to smash a beercan on it, hahaha.
AND OBVIOUSLY, HE DID. it was so funny.
i liked his smile. &hearts;

notice it gets dark then light,
we were out there for a long time.

samantha, scott, me. ha i like being on top.
JOKING hahahahaha not

sunrise was beautiful :)

hahaha, yeah thats it. but the last couple days have been fun also. day i got back scotty josh blake and anthony came over at 2 and went swimmin until about 4 and i just didnt go to sleep again. next morning at 7 went babysittin with stephy. then yesterday they came over again and we went swimming for a long time with chicken fights and leaning how to talk underwater. lol then went back to scottys house and watched the new exorsist, scared the hell outta me lol thanks josh. had fun there too.

so, yeah. call me at anytime youd like so we can hang out. i miss everyone already. 8026571, &hearts;

only0nelove @ 2005-06-19T10:40:00

2005-06-19T14:41:23Z

goin to higgins lake until friday
with steph sam dan & taylor. call me at anytime.
8026571 or ya can text me.

ill miss ya guys! & ill take pictures.

♥

only0nelove @ 2005-06-16T23:07:00

2005-06-17T03:10:05Z

i love scott anthony eversole!

best mood ever.

2005-06-12T00:17:17Z

i definatly have no pictures,
but so far ive had a good week.

WE GOT OUTTA SCHOOL, FOR SURE, THE BEST THING EVER.

HUNG OUT WITH THE COOLEST KIDS EVER, AWESOME TIME.
SO GLAD I WENT OVER THERE ;)(AL, BOBBBB, RYAN & JESSICA)
HEARD SOME KICK ASS MUSIC, THANKS TO THE COOLEST KIDS EVER.
:) WITH MY FAVORTIE KID EVER, EVER, EVER. ♥

AND TODAY, HANGIN OUT WITH AWESOME PEOPLE,
(STEPHANIE, DANIEL WAYNE & TAYLOR)
CANT WAIT UNTIL THIS WEEK TO HANG OUT WITH MY BESTFRIEND,
& MAYBE TMRW TO HANG OUT WITH MFK EVER, EVER, EVER.

HAHAHAHA, and all i have to say is..
"Marvin Gaye's" Sexual Healing, Lets Get It On.
& "Blowjob Betty" "Blowjob" by "Blink 182"
Haha, its not as bad as it sounds, Thanks to Bob & Ryan

Well, nothin else to really say,
but i do wanna go see a movie w/ everyone soon.
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

WERE GONNA ROCCCK-N-ROLLLL ALL NIGGGGHT!

2005-06-06T02:26:26Z

"Woke up today thinking of you,
another night that I made my way through..
So many dreams still left in my mind,
but they can never come true."

Wow. this weekends been fun lemme tell you.
FRIDAY i went with stephanie samantha and dan to the movies to see madagascar. what a wonderful movie. it was hilarious, me and samantha never stopped laughin. then after that, we went back to stephanies house, bad things happened (im really sorry samantha, we really DID NOT mean for that to happen. hes justa fagget.), taylor came over and hung out for like an hour and a half then we went to bed.

SATURDAY woke up at 7 to go to saturday school (four friggen hours) and i studied alot. woah did i study. then left at 12, took a shower, went to corrinnes brothers graduation party for about a while, god did i miss that girl. i love her lots, we need to hang out more corrinne! saw her family, i missed them so much too, lindsey and mr and mrs sanger. god english people are the friggen best.

AFTER THAT went to ashleys sisters graduation party, [ME ASHLEY KRISTA NATALIE BECKY KELLY]
hell ya, lemme tell ya, PARTY. haha, drunken people, swimmin, marcus & his sweet friends (adam and drew) are awesome. we hung out with them alot of the night ;) ha, umm ICE CREAM BABY lemme tell you lots and lots, BASKETBALL, the climby thing that looked like a peeenis, those swings, ah yummy drinks (HAHA BECKY I LOVE YOU), becky "NO IF YOU PUT YOUR HANDS ON IT THEY CAN FINGER PRINT IT", those boys i have NO clue who they were... hahaha, they thought i was insane, HEY IM GONNA SLEEP WITH YOU!, ME going half skinny dipping only kind of, me natalie and kreesha prank callin kreeshas friends and them callin back and me thinkin they were my dad or somethin haha, bathrooms, TURN ON THE LIGGGGHTS!, wheres the FLASHLIGHT?, "IF YOU MAKE A MOVE ON ME I WILL KILL YOU AND THEN PUSH YOU OFF THE BED" "were not doin anything, god!", takin pictures "DELETE THAT ONE I LOOK INSANE, MY EYE IS HALF CLOSED!"
omfg so many good times. i love you girls! we gotta do it again.
yeah and sorry for no pictures, my camera had no batteries.
ill show ya a few from natalie's camera, lol. ummm yeah so look.

me and the beatiful becky ha, um tipsy.

"owww." "KREESH LOOK I HURT MY HEAD!" "OMG JADE!"
"just kiddddding. its a ripped shirt haha!"
i seriosuly dont know why my tounges black.

me and the cowgirl NATALIE! hells yea.

haahahahaha enough said, kreesh "OMG YOU GUYS! woah..."

ashley was the worst, haha. marcus, becky, ash & me.

so yup, best night ever in a long ass time.

& p/s i dont like my love life anymore. it used to be great..

"They say that time will dry the tears,
but true love burns for a thousand years.
Give my tomorrows for one yesterday,
just to know that I could have you here."

WHAT I WOULDNT GIVE TO HAVE YOU LAYING BY MY SIDE..

2005-05-30T21:28:42Z

well, this weekend has been fun, i needed sleep. but got none, lol.
WENT TO JESSICA'S! tons of fun, went on a walk of regretment.
lol, talked to trevie, did jessica's hair, hot tub, lots of talkin, yeah. bestfriend stuff.
i hung out with the one & only taylor dunford! &hearts; i love her!
we had tons of fun, lol, went to the mall watched movies & such.
then went out on the canoe & got into a high speed canoe chase with
the police. hahaha we didnt have pants on either hahaha, anyways..
then went over to ashleys & went with taylor to go to big boy lol that
was pretty funny. he was um as he put it "fried" lol it was funny. then
went back to ashley's and kelly came over, and cant say anything else lol

well, heres ya go, heres some more pictures!

me&taylor.d!

me ashley & taylorc.

the last of myrtle beach!

only0nelove @ 2005-05-27T16:16:00

2005-05-27T20:48:59Z

ive dealt with my ghosts and ive faced all my demons,
finally content with a past i regret.
I've found you find strength in your moments of weakness,
For once I'm at peace with myself..
I've been burdened with blame, trapped in the past for too long.
I'm movin on.

ive lived in this place and i know all the faces,
each one is different but theyre always the same.
they mean me no harm but its time that i face it...
theyll never allow me to change.
but i never dreamed home would end up where i dont belong..
I'm movin on.

at last i can see life has been patiently waiting for me,
and i know theres no guarantees, but im not alone..
there comes a time in everyones life
when all you can see are the years passing by,
and i have made up my mind that those days are gone.

i sold what i could and packed what i couldnt
stopped to fill up on my way out of town
ive loved like i should but lived that i shouldnt
i had to lose everything to find out
maybe forgiveness will find me somewhere down this road..

only0nelove @ 2005-05-22T18:22:00

2005-05-22T23:55:20Z

IM BACK FROM SOUTH CAROLINA..
told you id take pictures, so here they are! &hearts;

Alexis & The Pier.

the hottest boys ever, ah. so fricken cute. theres gonna be more later.

*HEY WE WENT THERE FOR BIKE WEEK 2005, SO GUESS WHAT ?!*

alexis & my favorite and only grandpa which i love alot.

thats my dad on a sweet harley!

*OKAY ENOUGH OF HARLEYS, JUST SO YOU KNOW HOW MANY THERE WAS.*



my mom said "OH, we have to let the beer truck in, its the most important truck"


                          it was sooo windy, we were on the pier..

              the hottest kids, ever. hahahaha they surf, i have more though.



    hahahaha, we HAD to wear ugly ass helmets. it was the effing law. i hate laws.

                                         she was with my daddy...

            AND I WAS WITH MY GRANDPA! & then we went to...

hahaha, look at the background, "GENTLEMEN'S SHOWBAR" "girls,girls,girls"

only0nelove @ 2005-04-25T14:45:00

2005-04-25T18:46:22Z

P/S NEW STUPID LAYOUT. :)

only0nelove @ 2005-04-25T13:49:00

2005-04-25T17:50:07Z

um, today im staying home from school cause my throat hurts.. :( i think im dying. MAYBE I HAVE MONO.& so now, im gonna update & tell you about things lately.

well me & brad probably arent gonna go back out again. which totally sucks cause im still in love with him no matter whats gonna happen but oh well theres nothing i can really do to change his mind. so i think im just gonna let him have his space. he went to a party friday with the school's crackhead & god knows what happened then. i dunno. (?) um, yeah but thats alright. im doin better then i was with brad cause i always felt like i was holding him back & he was just mean to me all the time. so, theres nothing i can really do.

but on friday i went to the lacrosse game with stephanie (finally friends with her again, YAY!), taylor & stephen ended up coming about a half hour later. but dan was playing so we all went to watch him & when the game ended we all went & got mcdonalds. then we drove back to the game, waited for stephen to come, ended up LEAVING the game after he got there.. then taylor had to go back to HIS house to get money so they dropped me and stephen off at taco bell. ugh lol we were there for like an hour. then we all got MONSTERS, yummy. & then we went & drove around agian, went to krogers & messed around there for a while, then i went to Jessica's. um so i wont tell you anything other then that because if you really wanna know you can ask me IN PERSON. <3

saturday, came home from jessica's. went to katies house (it was awesome, i love her aaaalot) then we ended up goin to the mall & seen stephen there too.. haha, what a coinsidence? then went to ashleys. had alot of fun there too, we took pictures of ash & if you wanna see a couple i will post some.. um went to bed at 2.

came home at 2. <3
yeah so thats what i did & today i might go & hang out with stephanie and everyone like i did on friday. we'll see.

comment bitches?

only0nelove @ 2005-04-19T02:36:00

2005-04-19T18:57:12Z

Yup you heard it!
Its been hard. Im just sick of this. So, comment/do whatever.